Saturday, June 7, 2008

We Are Here: The Pale Blue Dot

Look again at that dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every "superstar," every "supreme leader", every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there-on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam.

The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds.

Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves.

The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand.

It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we've ever known.


Saturday, April 12, 2008


Saturday, March 8, 2008

PARENTS! being a teenager is not easy! .-

and now...i really really feel like i need to write...
i feel..inspired maybe? in the right mood?
who knows...i just need to express myself =)

so what now?

should i turn the page?

should i wait more time?
should i be patient?

should i be crying?

should i be happy?

how am i supposed to be?
things would certainly be easier if i knew the answer to that question ^^

about to start a hole new page on my life book.....i feel like in a "stand by" mode sounds funny....but that's how i feel

kay......he's not comming, we all know that, don't we?...but i don't feel sad about that anymore, if we are meant to be together, we will....i'm not worried about that anymore.....cuz that's how love works... in a weird, special, beautiful kind of way =)
trust me...wait for the "True Love's Kiss"

but...that's not the point in this post......wait
.. O.o do i even know what am i writing about? haha ...i don't think so

sometimes i feel like a little innocent girl who likes to listen and sing princess' songs with her gfriends all day long, and laugh about any stupid thing we there was nothing wrong with our lives, or the world we live in.
i like to be innocent, i like to feel like a little girl.

but i also like to feel like a grownup person...come on!

i want to be freeeeeeeeee
make my own decisions, go out whenever and wherever i want, have fun, date cute guys, arrive home at 9 am!!
of course...... live with my parents at the same time hahaha

well..well...i'm not asking for wonders here, am i? (maybe in an item or two i am :P)

i know being a parent is not easy
but being a first (or second or third) teenager child is not either =)


they should know we don't like to have them around 24/7, or that we don't want to tell them about EVERYTHING we do or happen to us!
sometimes, and i speak for every teenager i know (?) ....we want to deal with our own problems! and that doesn't mean our problems are less than the other's issues, or that we don't love u guys....
of course sometimes u have to think that probably someone is living worse things that u are....but when we have trouble with sth....that's the biggest thing for us, and thats OKAY!

learn to listen when ur son/daughter wants to speak or talk about sth, not when u want them too! learn to be patient
learn to understand how we talk or act, cuz sometime what u used to do, or say, or think when u were a teenager, is not the same as now a days
learn to respect our own stuff
learn to respect our problems

learn to love us, no matter what =)

and then

and only then

we may start being better sons/daughters ^^

take that into account
u have no idea how much time and energy would u save if u do half of this things

anyway.....i think i've spoken for me and all the "kids" from my age and around

i like my life
so pls

don't ruin it =)

....kay that sound like i live in hell xD...

i love myself (?) WHAT A FAT LIE IS THAT!
but well...that will be discussed in another post

love ya guys

maqui .-

ps..happy woman's day u gils =)


Wednesday, February 27, 2008

hold on.-

being patient is the best thing i can do right now......


Tuesday, February 26, 2008

fuc%$&ing fate ¬¬

why do I HAVE to wait a thousand days ? is it that FATE is not by my side?

i'm soooo ANGRY!! i wnt to shout, cry and destroy everything in my way at the same time.
i hate this so much....y is it me the one that has to suffer like this, when everyone has his bf or gf a few blocks away from them?
it isn't fair at all...

i hate to be in love with someone that i know deep in my heart i can't matter how much he loves me, he's far away from me....and once we thought everything was going to work didn't....things are worse.

he can't leave his duties, i can't leave what now?
what am i supposed to do? forget him, like nothing ever happened? wait more?

i don't now what else to do
i'm frustrated
i am....sad.


Monday, February 25, 2008


2 weeks of nothing but cool stuff (H)

on friday
i'll know the result of my future (?) haha

love ya ppl

i miss u.-

u have no idea of how much i want u to be here....

i love u...u know that don't u? i really do..


Friday, February 15, 2008

girls.... just wanna have FUN?

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

find happiness....find a partner...find a guy.....find love (L)

i just called to say I LOVE U (8)


Saturday, February 9, 2008



amor mio....te (L) con toda mi alma......porq sos quien me hace feliz tods los dias.....
te quiero muchote y sabe que amo todo lo q haces, para estar aca =)

Starting a BRAND NEW page on the book we are again...after what i decided to call: A BRAND NEW PAGE ON THE BOOK. which book?'s book..isn't that obvious? if it wasn't, now it is =)

Starting with feelings while i listen "Stolen" by Dashboard Confessional...can we actually describe what it feels when u're about to live
something completely new and unknown at the same time? It's quite hard to...but i'll do my best...

let me put it this way....have u ever felt like this "thing" in ur stomach? or the suddenly rush of wanting to run away from where u are, just because u're scared or nervous about what's comming? that's how i felt last monday

8.00 am...i was standing on that hallway....waiting for someone else to arrive...and i was scared to death!!!!

they started arriving..but they were all with some friend....or with someone they just met...but still with someone by the side...and i was like...okey..can anyone say something? hehe
and suddenly the place was full of ppl...all with the same feelings
, with the same goal....STARTING COLLEGE =)

now...a week passed from that monday i was totally freaked out, and i'm the happiest person in the whole world!

well...maybe not the happiest...but i'm close :P

new page of the life =)

the only thing i have to say i missed a loooooooooot...were my friends....yep..."las vecis" as i call them...those 3 girls i love with my heart and soul....hell yeah i missed them! (believe me...i cried when i saw them yesterday)
They are my support 24/7...even tho i might not speak to them every day....i know they are there by my side.....well, actually one of them is literally by my side cause she's my neighbor but still hehe

Empezar una nueva siempre es bastante dificil!! pero no ai q vida esta para much as we can....disfrutando, conociendo, sufriendo porq no, amando tambien.....pero sabiendo q uno es capaz d todo...y mas si se lo propone desde lo mas profundo d su corazon....y se lo plantea con todas sus fuerzas!
Put all ur energy in sth u like or u want!..but remember to keep some for those u love...cause they probably want u in one piece hehe ^^

College is i heard...and i'm planing to live this part of my life exploring and learning everything that cames in my way....beware, cause i'll be there now!!!! hehehe

That's all for now folks!

My bests


Thursday, January 31, 2008



Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Acabo de decidir que mi nacion es el planeta entero.
Me siento parte de cualquier lugar en el mundo donde pasen cosas lindas
Y para mí, lo más lindo que ai es el abrazo
Asi que mi nacion es cualquier lugar donde la alguien se abrace

siempre me gustaron estos cosos tan lindos (L)

(btw..where the hell is my english now?)

Is HAPPINESS possible?

Bueno.....releyendo sobre my stuff....para ver q otra cosa bonita podia agregar a mi tan nuevo y geneeeeal blog (?) encontre algo q escribi hace ya un año y medio,y decidi valia la pena agregar =D

Como empezar....tantas cosas pasaron...tantas experiencias...llantos...sonrisas….alegrías...tristezas...diversión...angustia.....preocupación.....pensamientos..... reflexión.....tanto pero tanto vivimos q les digo q a cualkiera q tenga la oportunidad d tener esta experiencia d vida...q la aproveche..porq es simplemente única!
Voy a contar un pokito como vino a cosa…..aunk sepan k es muy difícil contar algo tan significativo e importante…porq hayq vivirlo….sep… a mi me decían eso antes d ir..y yo creía q no era verdad..pero lo es…hay q vivir esos días unos mismo…porq es tan fuerte lo q se siente q ni con 10000 caracteres me alcanzaría! :P El primer día en la primera charla empezamos a conocernos y cayo una q otra lagrimita…pero rápidamente nos pusimos en ambiente…el 2do día creo q para todas fue mas q importante..yo personalmente tuve un momento q creo q el porcentaje d agua q tengo dentro mío se iba a acabar pork no pare d llorar …ese llanto q lloras y lloras y lloras y no paras…hasta q paro..así d la nada..jeje….y bueno p los q me conocen saben q yo soy d esas personas Q NO PARO D HABALR…y sin embargo estaba muy callada..y no porq no tuviera q decir..sino porq mi cabecita iba a 70mil por hora analizando y reflexionando sobre absolutamente todo…. Yo quizás (y no se me rían acá) fui pensando dnd iba a enchufar mi secador d pelo y volví con un montón d preguntas resueltas y otras tantas p pensar…porq dps d escuchar a toda esa genteq abrió su (L) y compartió sus se pregunta si realmente lo q le pasa es tan importante como parece..o q qisas habríaq fijarse en otras (ojo eso no kiere decir q lo q nos preocupa no sea importante eh!) Las chikas q fueron a ayudar estaban 100pre ….las q conocías y las q no..porq te veían llorar y se acercaban y tan solo con un abrazo te sentías acompañada, y a las q fueron al cenáculo porq aprendí a qererlas..y porq estoy súper feliz d haberme dado cuenta d q todas son maravillosas… Es un lugar mas q especial…porq en otro no se pone a pensar si se conoce..o si es feliz..y ahí si..y te llegas a la conclusión d q no todo es lo q parece y q todo ES POSIBLE! Q hasta en eso momentos en los q parece q nada podría ser peor…hay una luz..hay una esperanza..y hay una sonrisa…y si hay algo q aprendí q no solo hay q valorar absolutamente todo lo q tenemos y a qienes tenemos al lado sino q NUNCA PERO NUNCA HAY Q DEJAR D SONRREIR….. q nada ni nadie tiene q quitarnos eso q nos queda tan bien… Q ser feliz es tan importante como alimentarse…..q el sentir amor es difícil…si lo es..pero todo llega en su momento y en tu tiempo....llega Revise mis valores..ver el lado positivo y el negativo…mis escalas..mis problemas..mis dudas…y aunq todavía tengo miles d cosas q analisar, se que hay MUCHO en esta vida por que pelear….y ahí es dnd entran los amigos….esos q están incondicionalmente…y a los cuales les estoy eternamente agradecida…

Aprendí a ver la realidad, el amor, a conocer gente nueva…a conocerme a mi misma…a q soy más filosófica d lo q creía…a q hay gente q es hermosa…a q no vale la pena tnr rencores…y a aceptar la tristeza…pero como dije antes..100pre hay algo bueno en q fijarse..por mas peqeño q sea…100pre hay una luz en nuestro camino, solo hay que elevar la vista y seguirla y así podremos encontrar por fin lo que todo hombre y mujer busca en su vida….LA FELICIDAD TOTAL!
Y hoy cuando volví…..tods me veían diferente..y eso me hace tan pero tan bien q no se dan una idea..porq me la pase hablando d lo bueno y lo malo…lo q hay q aprovechar….las experiencias todo….y les confieso…q me iba del cenáculo sin sentirme completa..pero fueron los últimos 5 min. los q me hicieron clic…y me trajeron una felicidad q libero a lo pavote..Y HOY SI PUEDO DECIR Q SOY UNA PERSONA FELIZZZZZ :D…pork eso q me venia molestando dsd hace ya un tiempo largo..ya no lo tengo mas…ya no cargo con ese peso q tanto me molestaba..

Ahora me doy cuenta q qisas ese era el motivo por el cual yo debía ir a es cenáculo…y se q es ahora dnd empieza todo….ahora hay q implementar todo lo aprendido…porq volvimos a la realidad y hay q luchar contra todo nuevamente!
Por eso kiero AGRADECER a este MARAVILLOSO CENACULO por ayudarme…por estar..a las chiqas.. por dejarnos conocerlas… por los q me tuvieron presente…..por todo…y si…hasta la música q nos volvió locas..todo pero todo…y sobre todo a mi familia…….y a ese abrazo tan importante…..por eso GRACIAS….gracias por hacerme levantar la vista… y ayudarme en la busqeda d mi luz :D

Gracias..y vivan con toda la felicidad posible..q siempre hay algo porq luchar….

Monday, January 28, 2008 in the air? i am...again...
en un ataq d "escribamos todo lo que se nos viene a la cabeza"

y si....i have to deal with sth that's in my head 24/7

Una pregunta que muchos....por no decir casi todos....nos hemos hecho alguna vez....mostly if u hadn't have the chance to felt butterflies in ur stomach at least once in ur life... and why not the ones who had had that feeling too?

is there such thing as what some ppl like to call..."love at first sight?" ...or true love?

well....women like to think that there is a prince charming waiting somewhere around the least i like to think so...
what's the point to dream about sth u don't even believe?

A q mujer...and why not what le gustaria que con una simple mirada, todos sus sentimientos se redujeran a un suspiro,y asi lograra sentirse q no existe tal cosa cmo la soledad, q si existe la felicidad, que las sonrisas son algo hermoso, y q los besos son algo mas q un simple contacto entre dos cuerpos? algo q completa todos los espacios q no sabias q ni siquiera existian, love is amazingly wonderful, love makes u fell nothing can be wrong, that everything is possible, love makes u fell u're the most powerful person in the whole world...JUST BECAUSE U HAVE FOUND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE U WANT TO SHARE ALL UR LIFE WITH..

isn't that great?

but of course...y como c todo es color d rosas? no?
quien no ha sufrido por amor alguna vez?
o derramado alguna q otra tear, thinking that world was going to end, because u had that stupid fight, or because u said sth u really didn't mean too.

we have to be realistic
but we can keep menos por ahora no?

porq no podemos pensar, que el amor SI ESTA EN EL AIRE..y q solo ai q saber encontrarlo?
sometimes is hard, and being patient is sth i hate..believe sucks
but i have to say...time is what brings u love...time is a wonderful thing!

i don't want to say it out loud....just in case i'm wrong.....but i think...i've found love, or at least i've found a person who i can potentially love....and who can love me in return.

To love...and be love in return

HELL YES that's sth u have to achieve in life!!

if i think i'm gonna have my prince charming, and that i'll be his Cinderella.. I WILL (L)

just don't get desperate if love doesn't appear tomorrow...or the day after tomorrow, as i said, sometimes all u need is time..and that's sth every human being has.

But here's my advice....u're going to live ur life just don't wait for love watching tv in ur living room...... go outside and have fun! cuz
LOVE will eventually appear =)

no ai mas vuelta de hoja...aqui empieza una historia te guste o no

Maria Mena - You're The Only One

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground
Then you stumbled around for a good ten minutes
And I said I'd never seen anyone look so dumb before
And you laughed and said I still know how to turn you on though

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

And I probably forgot to tell you this
Like that time I forgot to tell you about the scar
Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel?
See you're not what I expected
But you're the only one who knows how to handle me
And you're such a great kisser and I know that you agree

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

I hope you can forgive me for that time
When I put my hand between your legs
And said it was small
'Cause its really not at all
I guess there's just a part of me that likes to bring you down
Just to keep you around
'Cause the day you realize how amazing you are
You're gonna leave me

You're the only one who
Holds my hair back when I'm drunk and get sick
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

You're the only one who
Drags me kicking and screaming through fast dreams
You're the only one who
Knows exactly what I mean

Exactly what I mean

Well I saw you with your hands above your head
Spinning around, trying not to look down
But you did, and you fell, hard on the ground

I LOOOOOVE this song okey?

dedicated to that one special
person i'm falling for

Hell YEAH!! we are!
having a most ppl do (?)
wanna know y i hve 1 too?

well....actually it was someone's fault ¬¬ (i won't say who's fault was..cause i'm a really nice and good person...and this might have
potentially been a good idea)

Welcome to the blog's world!! ...i just said to myself.... *wondering y there's no party celebrating myself entering this wonderful thing (?) *


q divertido es esto q aprender no?
we'll see how this turns out