why? why do I HAVE to wait a thousand days ? is it that FATE is not by my side?
i'm soooo ANGRY!! i wnt to shout, cry and destroy everything in my way at the same time. i hate this so much....y is it me the one that has to suffer like this, when everyone has his bf or gf a few blocks away from them?
it isn't fair at all...
i hate to be in love with someone that i know deep in my heart i can't have....no matter how much he loves me, he's far away from me....and once we thought everything was going to work out....it didn't....things are worse.
he can't leave his duties, i can't leave mine...so what now? what am i supposed to do? forget him, like nothing ever happened? wait more?
i don't now what else to do